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I hate to tell my stupid feelings in the internet but I guess I have to.
I was off again, what a surprise... There's just something off about how everytime I opened deviantart , there's an icky feeling in my gut. Everytime...
It bothers me quite much but I beared it...
I really wanted to finish all those I promised but there's like a force stopping me and I'll be honest, I've sketched them all .. I'm also in the middle progress of doing :devCryoiceray: 's drawing... And for some reason I stopped for no reason... Don't be mistaken, I don't have any problem with anyone in this site nor you all my friends.. But I guess I really have no integrity to finish what I have promised... I'm really sorry... And yet I'm already progressing new characters and their Bios and stuffs
I guess I'm also anxious for my high school becuz my girlfriend/bestest friend irl couldn't make it to the same school as I am as we promised.... I'm anxious what will happen later on....
Heheh... I guess my weakness is anxiety huh? It hurts ... With the side of betrayal that I still can't pronounce.... And apparently I still can't be truly honest ... Oh well
Tx for your time reading this...
I was off again, what a surprise... There's just something off about how everytime I opened deviantart , there's an icky feeling in my gut. Everytime...
It bothers me quite much but I beared it...
I really wanted to finish all those I promised but there's like a force stopping me and I'll be honest, I've sketched them all .. I'm also in the middle progress of doing :devCryoiceray: 's drawing... And for some reason I stopped for no reason... Don't be mistaken, I don't have any problem with anyone in this site nor you all my friends.. But I guess I really have no integrity to finish what I have promised... I'm really sorry... And yet I'm already progressing new characters and their Bios and stuffs
I guess I'm also anxious for my high school becuz my girlfriend/bestest friend irl couldn't make it to the same school as I am as we promised.... I'm anxious what will happen later on....
Heheh... I guess my weakness is anxiety huh? It hurts ... With the side of betrayal that I still can't pronounce.... And apparently I still can't be truly honest ... Oh well
Tx for your time reading this...
Hi guys! Allzzz back again and more obnoxious :V
UGH.... The burdens of high school is too much than I can handle.... Anyways , hallo guys. I'm beck and more obnoxious . I honestly think you guys are getting bored with my excuses... But I'm just gonna be honest and tell you anyway
It's not only that I'm studying at school but I'm also studying catechism at church. Honestly studying at church isn't that much of a burden and I would take it as my ticket to study happily other than my real school
I've also been in some family problem, shortly it's a betrayal
. And because of that I may have been too depressed to even start art again, but I thank all my priest at church for helping me out (sp
I've been thinking...
I've left behind a lot of my friends in dA for God knows whatever the heck stopping me with this site. If lots of you have been friends with me in the past 2 years I was completely active before and were disappointed with my actions in the past, I wanted to apologise for my behaviours that hurt you inside without me noticing. As a human I'm very flawed, in fact that's why I gave myself Whatanidiotlololol as a username.
As an artist I want you guys to point out those flaws and just critique me as freely as you want on the comment section in this journal. I wouldn't mind harsh words as well, if you really want to vent out towards me. Or m
I'M FINALLY BACK BABY!!
(Enjoy dat 1 min sketch from moi)
Yussssss ! My National exam is finally finished and I can now finally lay my backbone on a cliff...... Err finish my requests I mean.
~AurumForce (https://www.deviantart.com/aurumforce) , :IconCryoIceray: , :IconGreenStorm64: , :IconTheDarkDragonWolf: You guys shall wait a little bit kay?
Specially :IconMAGAngel: ... I have promised and shall do it
Also :IconThe-Parisian-Scarf: Chin up!
Well in all honesty ... now that my test is finished... I'm quite anxious for the grades I'll get ~•~
Well....
I dunno if you guys notice already that I made a status post about my inactivity again, I'm going to focus on studying for a month (And 5 days) .
If anyone have the urge to contact me (Like anyone would ever want to.... Not) you can still go ahead in Steam.....
Requests that has been made in that December, they are still on going . It's just like I said, I have to finish this study first otherwise it'll affect my performance with the whole drawings
As for my dA Family and friends , sorry if I haven't being a help to y'all if the recent news has been very crucial and I missed the moment where I could've helped. Especially ~MAGAngel (https://www.deviantart.com/magangel) ,I'
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Don't worry dude. It'll all get better some day.